Mostar, il ponte ottomano sul fiume turchese.

A Mostar eravamo arrivati di mattina, dopo una notte a dir poco rocambolesca, che ci aveva visti protagonisti nell’ordine di:

  • Recupero cani randagi a Jajce, tra zecche grosse come ossobuchi levate con le dita dalla testa di un cucciolo;

  • Abbandono improvviso dell’ostello di Jajce e viaggio in macchina fino a Sarajevo (2 ore e mezza);

  • Ricerca di Milena, una donna che si prende cura dei randagi della Bosnia-Erzegovina, in un quartiere periferico di Sarajevo, alle quattro di notte, tra palazzoni e vicoli sinistri;

  • Consegna dei cuccioli a Milena, che mentre ci racconta le cose orribili che accadono in questo paese, scoppia a piangere;

  • Ricerca dell’hotel prenotato, introvabile, situato sulla cima di una salita ripida come un ascensore;

  • Risveglio l’indomani mattina con fiocchi di neve giganti che ammantano la città;

  • Non ho contanti, come sempre, e come sempre non accettano altri metodi di pagamento; quindi devo andare a prelevare: la Skoda Fabia noleggiata inizia a slittare sulla neve e per poco non cilindro un muro; smadonno, come sempre, e ci metto un’ora a trovare un bancomat funzionante;

  • Partenza per Mostar.

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La strada che conduce da Sarajevo a Mostar è spettacolare, e quella mattina, forse, lo era ancora di più, in virtù del fatto che ponti imbiancati da coltri di neve camminavano su fiumi verde smeraldo, ai piedi di montagne dai contorni morbidi; attraverso gallerie e paesini dormienti, tra colori pastello e minareti stagliati a mo’ di vedette imperiture.

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Costeggiavamo la Neretva, lo splendido fiume turchese che nasce sulle Alpi Dinariche e scorre gelido fino alla Dalmazia meridionale, sulle sponde del quale i partigiani di Tito cacciarono le baldanzose armate dell’Asse. Felice come un bambino, mi fermavo ogni volta che potevo, per annusare l’atmosfera e immortalare l’immagine, talmente entusiasta che dovessi rifare quel tragitto lo farei a piedi, per godermelo appieno.

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Mostar era coperta da un grigio totale, ma anche così manteneva il suo fascino incrollabile. Fondata dagli ottomani nel XV secolo, era salita alla ribalta internazionale durante il conflitto jugoslavo dei primi anni ’90, quando le truppe croate, in lotta coi bosniaci per il controllo della città, avevano fatto saltare il ponte in pietra della città vecchia. In seguito il ponte fu fedelmente ricostruito e oggi con la sua schiena d’asino collega le due sponde, dando luogo, in estate, a una incredibile gara di tuffi.

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Camminammo a lungo e a un certo punto intravidi una croce in cima a una collina. Iniziai a chiedere in giro cosa fosse: alcuni ignoravano la mia domanda, altri rispondevano scocciati come a voler dire “niente di importante”; finché trovammo un tizio che ci spiegò. Si trattava di un monumento simbolico, una grande croce eretta dai croati, come sfida, anni dopo la fine delle ostilità con i bosniaci. Una sorta di monito, ci disse. Da lassù le milizie croate sparavano colpi di mortaio su Mostar, che qua sotto, attraversata dalle verdi acque della Neretva, si dimenava.

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Poi si offrì di portarci lassù, in macchina; da soli è pericoloso, disse, e a piedi ci mettete un sacco di tempo. Un paio di minuti e ci risolvemmo ad andare.

Salimmo su una macchina scassata in compagnia del tizio e di un suo amico, entrambi sdentati e simpatici; ci arrampicavamo a rilento sul monte Hum, tra tornanti ripidi e sterrato inclemente; la macchina prendeva ceffoni dal vento e il motore rantolava. L’erbaccia intorno alla strada era punteggiata di segnalazioni gialle e rosse, che indicavano la presenza di mine antiuomo ancora inesplose.

Il tizio alla guida disse che qualcuno, poco distante, ci osservava mentre salivamo: quel monte era sotto stretta sorveglianza.

Vedete questo buco in testa?, fece, indicandoci una ferita suturata dove capelli non ne crescevano più, e quest’altro sulla spalla?, me li hanno fatti i croati.

Una volta, me lo ricordo benissimo, continuò, Izetbegovic ci disse di correre, di salire sul monte e di ammazzare i croati che non smettevano di bombardarci. Ma dopo che effettivamente li avevamo uccisi tutti, ci richiamarono dal quartier generale e ci dissero che la missione era annullata, perché avevano firmato gli accordi di pace.

Seguitava a maledire i suoi superiori, e la guerra, e tutto ciò che ancora oggi si trascina con sé.

Arrivammo in cima, ai piedi della croce, e prima di farci scendere dall’auto per osservare quel panorama strano, un monte iniettato di folate lugubri di vento assordante, e macchiettato di avvertimenti gialli e rossi, a memento di un passato vicino, soggiunse:

Questa è la Bosnia-Erzegovina, ragazzi. Qua sono tutti matti.

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But I swear I can’t stand those who have no dreams.

It was March.

Iceland has been cuddling us for two days. Departing from Selfoss, we had arrived near Vik in the afternoon, on a Suzuki Jimny with the burden of 230.000 kilometres on its shoulders.

Dyrhòlaey promontory was just there, a few kilometres away, in its black lava castings overlooking the sea, the back covered North by the Myrdalsjokull glacier, somewhere back there in the thick haze, and the waves, white as whisked albumen, trying hard to scramble up the basalt beach, dark as oil, impossible beholding its end.

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We would enjoy all this the next morning, for that afternoon nothing could be seen, a thunderstorm was expected, it had started sleeting, a whirling wind raised in the air gray dull water bubbles.

Moving forward somehow, by the sole aid of a rough lane markings and above all, letting the outline of a house in the distance show us at least the right direction, we finally got to the destination: a white guesthouse, immersed in a plumbeous soot that was lying on the whole promontory, few kilometres away from Vik, the nearest town.

The guesthouse owner welcomed us in, however she said there was no way to pay by credit card. Cash only, which I of course was not provided of (someday I will count all the annoyances I had ever to run across because of this peculiarity of mine, and then perhaps I’ll quit).

The Hansel and Gretel house, that is how I had always imagined it must be. Snow white, a staircase leading upstairs, where there was our room, while on the ground floor there was the kitchen, a nice table in the middle and couches next to a big glass window that overlooked the Icelandic moor. That coziness sounded as though competent hands made it.

We fixed ourselves up. Ciarlei was not in a good shape, perhaps a little of fever. We’ve been grasping cold by a truckload throughout the day. We were out of food, out of cash (and I was just told we could not pay the morning after, because noone would have been there), gasoline was barely enough to make fifty kilometres. In short, I did not have any choice, I had to hop on the car and go to Vik. Ciarlei would stay under the blankets, to get a bit better.

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Never before nor after in my lifetime I happened to experience such a perception, which was worry, real worry to get behind the wheel of a vehicle. Weather conditions were awful, and forecasts even worse.

A couple of minutes after departing it started snowing, but nobody seemed to care that much, maybe for the road was totally empty. I met no cars. Never exceeded 30 km/h, every kilometre stacked up gave me hope, although had no idea how far was Vik, because my mobile was dead and I didn’t have gps of sort. Road signs, who knows?

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On the other hand, there was Francesco Guccini, to me, the greatest Italian songwriter; but there was neither him in person nor his songs, there was rather Cirano, the song, Cirano and that’s it, a live version in which the public erupts in a moved shout-out as the verse ‘cause my Roxanne is beautiful, but alas!, we’re so different pops up.

The Jimny struggled to stay upright; continuous gusts of wind and piles of soaked snow bloomed on ice sheets acted as gigantic enemies. My phone turned itself off, hence if anything happened I would be fucked up; I was really scared, but at the same time I didn’t feel alone, and I was sure nothing bad could occurr to me, maybe because in that very moment I was participating in the outstanding beauty of Cirano, I wasn’t a mere listener, I got indignant along with him whilst he urged vacuous people to come forth, I sympathized with his solitude expressed by the addition of his nose stuck to his own feet and his inability to love, I felt as mine his hope of a moral freeing, ‘cause it must be a place in Heaven or on Earth where we any more won’t suffer and all it will be right.

The road now (really?) started to climb, hairpin turns cropped up and the landscape, at least what I could imagine of it, instead of soothing became rough: all along dusky and unexpected elevations. The Guccini’s pasty voice restarted announcing Cirano to the public, for the sixth or seventh time, I wouldn’t know.

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Finally some lights appeared in the distance. Vik lay down in the middle of nothing, and just imagine!, I thought it was big, whereas it is composed by a hundreds of buildings and the main road. The gas station, first. I got off the Jimny and I nearly bit the dust (well, the snow would be more appropriate); wind meanwhile had become unmanageable and snow, or rain or wathever it might be, had begun to cut athwart the air, so that keeping the eyes open turned out to be a big challenge. I tried to fill up the tank by myself but the pump wasn’t long enough, well, I didn’t find the strength necessary to get it reach the pipe union: I was relentlessly pushed back by this frightful Icelandic entity, and the more I swore, the more it raged.

Shortly after I gave up and I went in the shop asking the worker to help me. He addressed me an expression full of amazement, as pure as the woods’ silence as the snow falls. I saw my face in a mirror: it was purple; and it was trickling.
I fared well, eventually: the tank crammed by gasoline, money withdrawn at the atm, creepy pasta, carrots and mushrooms bought at a shop.

However, now I had to undertake the way back. And it got dark, amongst the other details. I couldn’t but get back to that white little wooden house, Ciarlei was waiting for me, and she felt sick.

I should not give up and resign to my Badness, you only can save me, you only and I do write it.

Cirano was still there, always the same but a bit louder, in order to get me focus on the void which wrapped me up while I advanced in the snowswirl, the Jimny’s windscreen wipers hobbling, short of breath.

Suddenly I felt at home. A wellness sensation occupied me, with packaged the hint that I was in the proper place, and that all around there, somehow, belonged to me.

Laugh not, I beg you, laugh not at my Words, For I am only a Shadow, and you are the Sun, Roxanne! – then in a moved tune he said my sweetest lady, and the public went into raptures, eagerly awaiting the final verses, which confirmed the definitive redemption that Cirano achieves from the slavery of his ineptitude.

Much faster than expected I identified the detour towards home. I looked forward to park the car and to hammer my boots in the icy snow, shopping bags in my hands, enjoying the remains of the day, sun was still somewhere in the world, after all.

For ever your Cirano.

I took off my shoes and I went upstairs, Ciarlei was sleeping all snug and warm, and I, dreaming as a poor cadet of Gascony, looked out of the window.